26 Dec 2024

Coronation

View of a congested national route from overpass
If AI can make film about a sense of the space between here and there?

- Anguria Presents, a series of cool-sounding, not particularly meaningful monologues

As brainstorming (and then erasing) ruin like stories on Bluesky, I sometimes remember stories I hadn't written.

The city chapter (Tokyo Days) was fun.

I was having too much fun.
Six months before it started, I was beefing with a digital music fan guy on Twitter.
But why was I being invited to a traditional performing arts dinner ... what makes it so different?

I felt like there was something I couldn't verbalize from the time I started thinking about it.

Once I took a break because of confusion.
"Ah, there's the sucker who isn't on social media!"
I have come to understand it as if the awareness of this kind of atmosphere led to my collapse.

This year, I've been writing in both English and Japanese, so the ideas are starting to become clearer.

That doesn't usually happen.

Did it happen because multiplied appearance and creation?
Or the hypothesis, creation itself might include it. (Horrible Idea)

"If it's for comedian, it's okay to say things we wouldn't normally say."
That kind of premise is familiar to anyone who has ever seen the televisual vibes.

In my place, it used to be praised as professionalism.
After so many injuries, it came to be considered a bad idea.
I don't know much about that field though.

I had a memory of being directed toward a similar feeling in places that not related to creation - more personal, realistic environment.
Maybe just not recognized as a real person.

This was not particularly unusual in certain areas.
But it's strangely common, isn't it?
I wonder how they lived their lives saying that to people other than me?

I heard a similar story from someone who was even more completely non-Japanese in appearance than me.

So this might not be about whether or not to wear both kinds of clothes, but about the consensus on how to treat the plain/flashy appearance, ethnicity, and culture, differs by generation and place.

There is no place to share the confusion like
We shouldn't say it to people we just met, would we?

The term “Gaijin” comes to mind.

I'm at least 70% made in Japan, yes?

When talking about machines, someone says, "and instead of that, why don't you sell your body?"
If I were in a so-called traditional industry, I would collapse and I might not be able to come back.
(I'm phoenix or zombie.)

But assuming that I was told just because expected to respond in a funny way to such tactless and archaic communication.
It would be lame not to respond in a creative field-like manner.
I don't think it's an ethical, but it happens.
I didn't expect it to happen in a tech industry office in the heart of Tokyo, though.

Ha, wouldn't they sell for more if they were made by machine?
It feels more cinematic and cool to say that.

Then it makes no sense to pose too masculine with what Anguria make lately.
And that leaves me no choice but to be thorough with Otasa Princess.

Coronation 👑🏰⚡

As I wrote that, I thought to myself, what am I saying?
But it's coronation, no choice.

I don't call it Princess because want to be, but just because I often get the slot as a real experience.

Inborn characteristics such as appearance, physique, and voice are things you can't control.
I don't know, but please take your time.
By the way, do you know King Crimson?

That mean, I'm talking about the opposite of the subject of the author's feelings.

Wouldn't you rather know Dungeon Synth than my preferences?

Even though I recognize this, I don't feel a strong incentive to do it solo, so I will continue to make teams next year.

Hopefully forming a pop group like I did before.
Or a partial, co-writing?

Isn't it depressing that a comedian like me has to think about these topics?
I'd like to say something like that.

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